I'm so glad you made time to read this. 

How's life, tell me how's your family? 

I haven't seen them in a while. 

You've been good, busier then ever. 

We small talk, work and the weather 

Your guard is up and I know why. 

Cause the last time you saw me 

Is still burned in the back of your mind. 

You gave me roses and I left them there to die. 

So this is me swallowing my pride, 

Standing in front of you 

saying I'm sorry for that night, 

And I go back to December all the time. 

Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, 

Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine. 

I go back to December, turn around and make it all right. 

I go back to December all the time. 

These days I haven't been sleeping 

Staying up playing back myself leaving, 

When your birthday passed and I didn't call. 

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times 

I watched you laughing from the passenger side 

Realized that I loved you in the fall. 

Then the cold came, the dark days 

when fear crept into my mind. 

You gave me all your love 

and all I gave you was goodbye. 

So this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you 

saying I'm sorry for that night. 

And I go back to December all the time. 

Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you, 

Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine. 

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind. 

I go back to December all the time 

I miss your burned skin, your sweet smile, 

so good to me, so right, 

And how you held me in your arms that September night, 

The first time you ever saw me cry. 

Maybe this is wishful thinking, 

Probably mindless dreaming 

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right. 

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't 

So if the chain is on your door, I understand. 

But this is me swallowing my pride, Standing in front of you 

saying I'm sorry for that night, 

And I go back to December. 

Turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you, 

Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine. 

I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright. 

I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind. 

I go back to December all the time. 

All the time

I MISS YOU:'(